Parental Advisory

I promised I'd be back and here I am.

Fri, 23 Sep 2005 14:05:45 GMT

Ok first things first... Yes I'm technically joining a fraturnity BUT it's a service fraturnity not a social one. We do community service and have fundraisers to help support charities. I know that friends don't let friends go greek but it you have any reservations about it.... just ask me about it. And to my old friends I'm not losing you. I'm trying to keep myself busy as I can this semester cause I always seem to hang out and "chill" too much and I get apathetic about school. I don't need to do this anymore. I have to finish college soon cause I don't want to be the "creepy" old guy in classes later in life. So if you don't talk to me in a long time it's not that I dont' love you any less. It's that I have to manage working over 20+ hours of work a week and 15 hours of school plus service work so it looks good on my resume. Cause really don't have any extra curricular activities on my trascript. I thought that join the service fraturnity would give me an opportunity to do something positive with my life rather then just sit around for the next 8 years and not care about my education.
ANYWAYS... sorry had to get that off my chest before I started into the normal stuff. So my aunt is AMAZING! She came over from St. Louis and was sitting at the kitchen table in my house. She looked over at me and said
"You know Mike, I didn't get you anything for your 21st birthday this year."-Aunt Susan
"It's ok it's not a big deal that you missed it."-me
"No I feel really bad about missing it. Do you want to go to Europe?"- Aunt Susan
EUROPE!!!!! so I'm going to europe for christmas this year and then I'm going to colorado for new years for my annual ski vacation! I'm sooooooooo excited !

On a less positive note. My aunt amy from the other side of the family passed away from cancer about 2 weeks ago. It was really hard on my mom and her siblings cause amy was the youngest of them all. She had a son that was Five so it's really hard on him cause he has no concept of what has happened to his mother. :(. sad.

Well that's all for now. I promise I write in this more often cause it's a good release from busy schedule and beers starting to get expensive. lol

Wed, 21 Sep 2005 20:45:35 GMT

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I got bitched at for not changing this for awhile so I figure I'll keep you updated. I'm pledgeing APO. It's a servie fraturity. It's co-ed. My big is a girl. Juliana is AWESOME! I've been soooooo busy but it's keeping me out of trouble. I have to run but I'll expond on this later I promise.

John Stewart is the MAN!!!

Sun, 05 Jun 2005 21:09:17 GMT

Well the subject has nothing to do with the entry.... I just wanted to say that John Stewart is the man.... THis will be my first entry as a 21 year old adult... Amazing. I can finally have wine, beer, champagne, liquor, mixed drinks, malt beverages, moonshine, or any other form of alcohol that I want. It's GREAT! I am taking advantage of this but not in a hardcore way more of a responsible way... that's right the crazed Mike Thompson is being responsible... ( please send all sighting of flying pigs to the comments section of the LJ) Continuing on.... I'm sitting at work wishing I had some alcohol so that the time would move faster cause it is BORING working all day sunday....

Random Question #1: If you decide to be an organ donor on your drivers license, that gives them rights to your organs and blood right? Does that mean that they could take your sperm and eggs too????? If so you could continue your blood line without having sex with someone.... you could die a virgin and your blood line could go on??? weird right! If someone knows the answer please tell me cause that stuff keeps me up at night.

Continuation.... 11 months on friday! HOLY SNICKERDOODLES! It's a long ass time for me. I mean we have our problems and sometimes I suck at being a boyfriend but.... I'm soo happy that we've worked through our differences and our problems and that we have a good stable relationship. I'm going to miss her alot with she goes to New Zealand in Feburary but I think it's going to be good for us. It's going to be the hardest tribulation that we have ever faced together. But I think we can do it. She's the most special thing in my life and I wouldn't be the better person I am today without her. So I'm just giving a HUGE Thanks to my best friend and girl friend Andrea and I love you more now then I ever have before. Thank you for being ther for me and picking me up whenever I fail. Your the best. Promise

Now I feel I need to be macho after all that mushy crap.(j/k) I've been working out some. Trying to get toned up , no buff just toned, so that I look better and I'm not as flabby around the edges... I'm stuck in boone for the rest of the summer except for weekends so if anyone want's to do anything fessable .... CALL ME!!!!! I'm bored and I hate this town when there is nothing to do.... well I'm off to do nothing at work today.... until next time kids

opinions

Mon, 30 May 2005 00:24:02 GMT

You know everyone has an opinion.... and everyone has an asshole... You keep your opinion to yourself just like your asshole... so it makes sense when anyone asks for your opinion you should give it to them cause they will probably yell at you for showing your asshole.... does everyone follow me... I've come to the conclusion that if by some way I could be a mute for the rest of my life and make money doing it ... I probably will. Cause telling people how I feel always seems to get me yelled at. When did it become a illegel thing to tell people how you feel when they ASK WHAT YOUR opinion is on a matter. Should you bullshit them so that they make a bad decision or should you tell them how you honestly feel and come away know that they might make a better decision with the situation that they are in... either way you might get fucked in the ass ....whether they listen to you or not at least they may be able to look at the situation in a new light.... (end of rant)
I'm doing just fine other then the rant above..... I'm in boone for the summer so call me up and your more then welcome to stay at the apartment that I'm renting..... just give me a heads up.

SO....

Tue, 19 Apr 2005 22:24:27 GMT

Well.... life is interesting.... I really don't know what to say off the top of my head but we'll see what comes to mind as I go.... A friend of mine got online and had a link to her pictures... I clicked on the link and looked at all the pictures from her spring break last year.... I feel pretty shitty! She's out having a blast at the beach with cool people and dancing in clubs and drinking and having a blast... I look back at my senior year and I think.... I didn't do shit but sit around and ran cross country, track and played with my pecker( figuratively speaking) I not want to go and get like 5 of my crazy friends together and go to the beach for an all out CRAZY weekend or week or month or however long we feeling like staying.I feel like I wasted my high school time working on a farm and running my ass off. BORING!!!!! Why the hell did my parents have to move me to BUTT FUCKING NOWHERE! I mean I could have stayed in the city and chilled and had fun with my friends and gotten in trouble with them... drank underage and been one of the cool people .... If I knew what I know now... I honestly think I would be a completely different person. I think I would have more fun and be more socially acceptable rather then have to go through the transformation in college which is a hell of alot harder. I wish I had a second chance at high school now. I truely think I would have a hell of alot more fun.... and having a shitty time to be home all the time... 10PM I couldn't even stay out for the b-ball games at school cause I wouldn't make it home in time.... sounds pretty shitty now that I sit down and think about it.... Not saying that all of it is my parents faults... I decided to make myself an outcast I wish I could take it all back too....Way can't high school be as free spirited at college...THAT WOULD BE GREAT! More later promise

another journal entry

Sun, 10 Apr 2005 20:57:50 GMT

SOOOOOOOOO what's up everybody?????? This next week is going to be BUSY!! I have court on wednesday for my fucking speeding ticket... I'm ready for this crap to be over. Thursday I'm driving my friend and future roommate ashley to Roanoke Rapids for the weekend. THen Friday I have rehersal dinner for my girlfriends mother's wedding. Then Saturday is the WEDDING!! YAY! I'm no longer nervous about meeting andrea's family so that's good.... but I have to run ... will finish later....

depression sucks

Wed, 16 Mar 2005 23:07:15 GMT

so..... college.......definately not what I want out of my life...... Is it soo wrong just to have a good 40 hour a week job and have a nice little apartment, with a car, food on the table and just live life as it comes at you? I mean college is just a social norm.... People expect you to graduate high school and go to college. But if you don't do that and get a job, society looks down on you for doing what you want to do with your life. People will judge you for supposably "going against the grain" by not going to college.....That's what I want to do with my life.... I want to get a decent job...have an apartment for a while and then maybe move into a house later on in life......to me that sounds wonderful..... I don't like college..... I like the people but I don't like college itself....I'm going to conseling for this shit..... It just seems like a perpetual downward cycle.....I go to conseling on friday..... I have a weekend not seeing my girlfriend.... I start the week.. I hate my life from monday to thursday..... minus monday night cause the student union shift kicks ass... but after that it seems to be all downhill from there..... wednesday comes and goes as a haze and thursday is shit...... and then I start all over on friday.... I can't keep doing this shit... I need more freedom in my life.... more spantonaity more substance.... I feel like I'm being feed raw tofu everytime I go to class.... it's bland, boring, and otherwise shitty to have to take in. Sure it's good for you but do you really want to life your life in a boring reality, living worrying about the future all the time. I need more diversity in my life. I want to do ANYTHING different..... you know I never thought I would say this .... but the military seems more and more appealing everyday.... It's a small step up from raw tofu..... but other then that I have nothing important or pertanent.... go on living your happy lives.... I'm going to go and life my boring force feed lifestyle cause I don't have the balls to do anything about it........

on the road again.... but not really

Fri, 11 Mar 2005 21:09:09 GMT

I've gotten to the point where I have to be reminded that I even have livejournal now adays. ( thanks babe) I know that it get further and further of a time span everytime I write on this thing but I have NOTHING to do for the next couple of days so I might as well kill some time typing on the net and tying up the phone line so I don't have to take anyones calls that don't know my cell phone number. .....
Anyways, I have a new cell phone... it's blue. Not a new number so all of you in my fan club don't worry about learning a new one. My beautiful girlfriend ran it over with my truck... ( it was an accident.... don't think she went psycho on my ass or anything.)
I've been reading a great book that your should all read( Hey, if I'm reading it and enjoying it then the world should have to read it cause I have to get up to gumption to ready the comics on sunday... I don't read shit.) It's called Youth in Revolt. It's by C.D. Payne... GET A COPY OF THIS! go buy it, borrow it, hell go ahead and steal it.... it add's , not only moral fiber but it also builds a good police record... Hey we don't pay them just to eat doughnuts you know.... It's about this 14 year old kid and his crazy life.... good book.
Back to my life, I'm stuck at home all weekend watching llamas, sitting around and doing nothing with my life cause I have to make sure the animals are ok.... I don't get a social night life cause I have to get up at like 7 in the morning to feed the damn things... so it's going to suck! But I get paid and that's a good thing ... I have a credit card to pay for and some other things that need attending too.... LIKE FUCKING SPEEDING TICKETS!!!!!!. Damn boone police... They just sit around all day and give people shit while the masterbate thinking about jelly doughnuts and the college girls they give tickets too cause of the boobs falling out of their shirts... Just the though of them hearing police code of the radio gets them off... What low level peonic scum wants that kind of job... you have to have issues from your past or your just a sick bastard if you want that job.... "We're the police we're here to help protect you".... BULLSHIT! Don't fuck around... police men should just come out and say it" were here to ruin your day and have your life be a big hassel for the next couple of months"...Seriously think about this.... when was the last time a cop saved you???? really think about it... I have had one instant in my entire 20 years of my live that a cop has helped me... ONE! one out of twenty years so I am entitled to 3 more in the rest of my life dealing with these assholes..... Yeah they don't get paid shit but look as all the crime in boone......... sorry I had to think back to the last serious crime that was committed in boone......... hold on it's coming...... oh yeah, it was the time a BEAR broke into the convecation center.... Only in boone. I know I'll feel safe if a bear breaks into my dorm... cause the only thing that boone police have practice at busting, are people speeding and meth labs... Just so you can rest easy at night.....
Sorry long tyraid I'm sorry if I offended anyone. The thoughts just comes to me...
Good things, I've been with my girl for 8 months!!! YAHOO!!! I never thought I would make it with something else for sooooo long. It's still great! I love this girl. It's great. But I need to run.... I have to feed the animals and do other things... Until NEXT TIME..............................

vent time

Thu, 11 Nov 2004 19:44:16 GMT

Well Well Well... I'm back again for another rant! ( sorry sweetie this is a spur of the moment thing). I didn't get to supervisor for next semester boo-hoo. But if I can give you one piece of advice if you ever get put into an interview, never tell the truth! Lie your ass off. I thought being honest about my weaknesses would help prove to the head of PSU that I do have faults but that the step up in responsiblity would help me over come my weakness (cause everyone has them). Obviously I was very WRONG! They told me that I was too honest in my interview and that even though the question was "What do you feel is one of your strengths and one of your weaknesses?" I thought to myself ok well they want something positive about me and they want something negative. So I told them the honest truth. Well they wanted me to explain in a bullshit manner that would explain both in a positive light. Down falls are not POSITIVE! If I suck at life there's nothing positive about it. Hold on it's time for a commercial break...... I would recommend that all of you future interviewee's go out and buy the family game called BULLSHIT! it's fun for people of all ages. Let them hear what they want to hear and lie through your teeth doing it. Cause remember kids no one but your spouse wants or respects your honesty they just want you to sound good and perfect. So feed them bullshit and they will love you for it! Now back to or regularly scheduled program...... Now on to reason #2 I didn't get the job since you fully understand about reason #1. #2 is that I forgot my work shirt repeatedly... I will take some blame for this. I am a forgetful person and I didn't forget it. But in my defense I only have one work shirt. There are probably close to 100 of them sitting in the back closet not being used. If I had multiple work shirts I would be more likely to be able to find one before heading to work in the morning. #3 reason I will take full responsiblity for. I missed a day of work completely. I didn't call in and I didn't show up. My alarm on my phone went off and I rolled over turned it off and went right back to sleep before I could think to call.
Now this is the part where I make myself feel better since I vented and I reward you guys that sat through me ranting about things that don't even effect you.
Andrea- I love you with all my heart. You have made me more happy then any other g/f I have ever had. Thank you
Ashley "the beautiful" Freuler- You are one of the most wonderful easy-going people I know and I love you for that. Don't ever change unless you feel that it will be for the better.
Rob- I'm sorry we haven't hung out much this semester man. You are cool shit and I'll have to catch up with you instead of just seeing you in passing
Gary- Your awesome man I hope everything goes well with you and your girl. Your an awesome guy and you deserve the best. No matter what happens to you I'll do whatever I can to help you out.
If I forgot you I'm sorry but I have to go. Take care and you know that I love you!

.....

Mon, 01 Nov 2004 06:35:21 GMT

I LOVE MY LLBUG!!! She's the best! She has made me the happiest man ever. Thanks sweetie for giving me everything I ever wanted!

WTF mate?

Thu, 21 Oct 2004 15:39:23 GMT

So I know you all have fallen out of your seats cause I've now written in my live journal 2 within a 2 week period.... I let you have a few seconds to get up off the floor and back onto the apperatise what you were sitting on.......................................................................................................Are you up yet? ............................................................................I take that as a no so I'll wait a little longer.............................................................................Sorry to the people that have already been seated...I'm waiting for all my retard friends that are having ADD moments as they lay on the floor and stare at the pretty lights on the ceiling.........................................ok that's it fuck you ADD people that lay upon the floor staring at the pretty lights having fun with out me......................wait I'm dissing my own people............................I've changed my mind fuck you people that don't look at life in an ADD persective... you need to get back on the floor and appreciate the little things in life.................. stare at your light and be proud of your light and gaze at the wonder that illuminates your room, or closet, or dungeon, or sex swing or where your favorite place may be...... Love the light that sets your world aglow

well well well

Wed, 13 Oct 2004 03:46:20 GMT

It's been a long time since I wrote in this and I only have one thing to say...... GO KERRY!... So my life is good. I have a wonderful girlfriend.... wait did I say girlfriend I meant good solid relationship with a girl that I'm truely in love with and I care about with everything..... Sure we have our problems and misunderstandings but you know it's not that big of a deal when you look at the core of our relationship cause it's based off trust and a good friendship that preceeded the relationship.,... I think that's what makes our relationship different form other peoples...... Anyways enough about that great love romance, I think I've finally figured out my major. Design! Yes after many semesters of dicking around I finally settled on design. I like drawing and I like being creative with my designs..... Onward HOE! The student union kickes ass I love working there..... it's the job of my dreams minus the high roller pay checks but you know it's the work experience and the people that make the student union such a great place.... well off I go back into my busy life... I promise I'm going to write in this more often cause I know so many of my die-hard readers are sitting on the edge of your seats wait for the next great writing. peace

LONG ASS TIME

Thu, 09 Sep 2004 20:00:31 GMT

sooooooo... It's been a while since I wrote in this thing thought I might just like to update you on what's gong on in my life.... for those of my that give a damn.... It's been an interesting month since I last wrote in this.... I have a girlfriend but not... There's love in our relationship but it's hard for me cause it seems to be covered up by lust and it's really hard for me cause I always need to be reassured about something that I should understand and trust in.... it's just hard. But I'm no longer second guessing the lady I love ..... cause I promised that I would never hurt her and it hurts her to know that I second guess her so I'm putting as much trust as I can in her so that I don't push her away from me.... cause not only is she the girl I love she's one of the greatest friends I've ever had in my life. I can't see her not being a part of my life .... drives me crazy both good and bad..... She says I can date other people but what's the point so I can break some other girls heart??? I don't want to be an asshole.... I've done that before and I don't want to do it anymore... ANyways life is crazy but when is my life not...... But trying to meet cool new people and see what goes down in the next couple of weeks... peace

Wow!!!

Thu, 22 Jul 2004 18:17:12 GMT

Well guys it's been a long ass time since I last type in this SOB!!!! Well where do I start, I've been working like a slave at the student union for week so I figured I'd take a week off just because I feel like it. I just kinda chilled out and relaxed on monday. Tuesday, Andrea and I drove to virginia beach taking a stop at her house to pick up the directions from there cause SHE FORGOT THEM!!!! j/k baby. So we got up to virginia beach to see Ashley do a DCI guard competition. It's a marching band thing if you don't know. I was confused at first but It was AWESOME none the less. (Ashley you were AMAZING!!! you did soooo well! I was completely impressed! I now believe the marching band is a sport. ) So after the competition, we went to wendy's. YAY wendy's! We got back to roanoke rapids at like 12:30 at night which was ok cause we sleep all day. we finally got up around 1 and didn't leave roanoke rapids until like 4:30 cause we just laid around and didn' want to move. So we leave RR and I-85 is blocked off so we park on the interstate cause nobody is going anywhere. Until I decide to put a HIGHLY illegal driving manuever by driving up the side of the interstate on the wrong side of the road...... which by the way is sooooooo fun try it if you get the chance. we finally got to my house at like 9 at night and didn't feel like driving to boone so we stayed at my house for the night and had fun just talking and having fun. We woke up early and drove back to booone today and I have done nothing...... Which is what you want to do when your on vacation. Fab 4 weekend is this weekend, It's going to be crazy!!! I can't wait. Well I have to run. take care you guys

asshole test

Tue, 22 Jun 2004 18:58:23 GMT

YOU ARE 59 % ASSHOLE/BITCH !

You are abrasive, some people really hate you, but there may be a group of other tight knit assholes and bitches that you hang out with and get you. Everybody else? Fuck ‘em.

http://www.fuali.com/test.aspx?id=115

PAINTING

Sat, 19 Jun 2004 19:10:56 GMT

JUST KEEP PAINTING JUST KEEP PAINTING JUST KEEP PAINTING PAINTING PAINTING PAINTING...... The jiggle that runs through our head supervisors head as the OA(operations assistance) slave on painting EVERY DOORWAY IN THE STUDENT UNION!!!! if you haven't worked there you have no idea how many doors there are..... Working another 13 hour shift on saturday! but money is money. You can stop by and see me anytime. Just ask for me at the info desk........ life is pretty good. I have this girl that I really want to see but we're always busy and we don't have time for each other but I hope that we get together soon cause she is the most AWESOME girl I know. (Kat) Well I gtg sorry it was short but I have to get back to work. peace y'all

long time .....no talk

Mon, 14 Jun 2004 15:26:53 GMT

Well I'm finally back after a long break of drama, work and lack of sleep.... Hey who needs sleep anyway. Life is too good to sleep all the time... just a thought. Remember kids.."Don't do sleep and get eight hours of drugs"...... wait a minute..... Thank you Mike for that steller A.D.D. moment report.... Now back to the real journal entry.
Well, I must say that I have gone Family Guy CRAZY! I love STEWIE!.... STOP MOCKING ME!!!!!
You know what my new pet peeve is ...... CHILDISH POINTLESS DRAMA! You know if you have a problem with something you need to just come out and say it. None of this beat around the bush BULLSHIT! You don't want to ever see me again then tell me. If you don't know how you feel in all honestly tell them. Don't just string people on like my malicious, retard, redneck, podunk, Duplistic, Childish, self centered,ego tyranical Bitch like my ex-girlfriend did to my best friend!!!!! ( I trying to be as kind and modest about this as I can.) So if you have a problem with someone then tell them for there sake and yours cause if you don't.... you could be doing it to someone like my best friend who would want to beat you with his paper weight until he shattered every bone in your face snap your neck and then dump you in a river where you will slowly decay and rot until the police find you but your face will be soo severly disfigured that the police won't identify you.... on and DNA tests take a LONG TIME to get results ...... well what I'm really trying to say is that... if you have a problem with someone tell them..... OR ELSE!!!!!
On a lighter note, I have to get my truck fixed so I can make a trek down to a-ville tom. work somethings out with a certain someone( if you know what this is about... good if you don't, then it's none of your BUSINESS!) But I get to see my sunshine(Dena) when I'm down there too. YAY! Then I get to go home and see my best friend Ben who's been in chicago for the last 100,000,000 years.... well at least if feels like that much.... either that or he's really old. then I have a WONDERFUL date planned with a special someone (big grin) I'm really happy. I like this girl alot and I don't want to screw this up. But anyway. I have to run. Y'all take care and sorry I was soo sadistic at the beginning. I'm just really mad at that bitch.

who would have thought

Sun, 30 May 2004 23:50:13 GMT

well well well..... it's been a while since I last wrote so I have some stuff to talk about...... First off.... girls are wonderful and stupid.... hug them and then throw them down stairs... What really guys need is a lady and I think I found one in a place that I least expect it... I had the most wonderful night with her. We had a wonderful dinner and a great evening of just talking, watching high fidelity, and just chilling with her. It was great.......

HUGE THANKS to John Kraziem: Your the man and the time we had last night could never be replaced or equaled. The strip club was AWESOME!!!!
GTG dinner time.....

just be there for them

Wed, 26 May 2004 18:52:51 GMT

You know in life there is never a perfect time. There is always something going wrong. Your life could be perfect but someone elses life isn't and that effects you no matter how heartless or evil you are..... Well what I'm really trying to say is that you need to be there for the people you care about. You should put away your personal perogatives and other personal habits and help them out. I mean everyone has problems with family, relationships, jobs ect.... If one of your friends is going through some shit. You should be there for them cause #1 there your friends and if you have to give up some of your time effort or self to help them and make them feel closure, or happiness or whatever the fuck they are lacking in life. #2 Going through shit alone is the hardest thing you will ever have to do. Don't make someone else have to do it by themselves.... even if they don't want you to get involved just make sure they know that you are there for them. So to all the people that read this I hope that you can look at yourself and say that you are there for people when they need you cause it is the most rewarding thing you can ever do for your friends...... Bro I'm here for you I know you've gone through shit.

Power

Wed, 26 May 2004 00:04:59 GMT

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A.D.D. Strikes back

Mon, 24 May 2004 02:15:08 GMT

Well I'm back for another entry in this wonderful journal of mine...... I had a wonderful weekend..... relaxing, fun, chill.... I mean I got to see some of my wonderful friends, hang out, chill, eat good food, scaring little kids off their skateboards( sorry stefan, that shit was funny...) Anyways, back in boone, still no power but it should be on by wednesday..... everyone cross your fingers....So I'm off to job hunt tom.. hopefully I can get a job working at the student union doing nothing..... which would be great.... but I'm going to run.... hit up the cell if you need me you know I'm going to be bored. A longer entry tom. I promise.

all you need is love..... and friends

Wed, 19 May 2004 19:19:52 GMT

As I sit here in the library contumptating the meaning of life and why banana's grow upside down?( I'm A.D.D. I can think about whatever I want and get away with it...) I can't help but be thankful for the great friends that I have and all the shit that they have helped me through. I mean if we were alone in the world how would we survive? The three major necessities are food water and shelter but in reality we need two other important things.... friends and love.... If we didn't have friends then who would be there to help us on the way.... who would be there through all the heartache, trials, tribulations, and drama... I don't care who you are, you can't go through life completely alone... there is always someone there for you. And Damnit people need to appreciate them more..... If a friend gives you a compliment then take it as one and be happy... don't disagree with them and belittle yourself through them trying to make you feel better.... Everyone is awsome in their own special way.... Friends giving you compliments are ways of them showing that they care and they want you to know your strong attributes... so be thankful for your friends and all that they say and do for you....
Now on to love.... love is an amazing and wonderful thing.... There are soooo many forms of love, an endless amount. So love can be expressed in words some can be shown through actions and some love is known just in the way you look into someone's eyes and they know that you care. Some love can be understood by people and other love can only be comprehended by those who live it. So appreciate your friends and the love in your live.... tell them you love them back no matter how much or how little you love them you should always tell people how your truely feel about them

Tribute Time

Tue, 18 May 2004 23:49:51 GMT

Epiphany- girls like to be teased.... try it works I promise

If the title wasn't enough for you to get the general gist of title..... this goes out to the people that I love care about and have been there for me over the last few weeks and are still there for me......

Andrea- because we live in america and we don't have accent marks for the "e" this goes out to my lovely girl I met in music class that wonderful sunny afternoon on wednesday in room 149 Broyhill school of music auditorium( if that's not love and careing then I don't know what is) anyways....Your an awsome sweet wonderful lady that I will always care about no matter where we go in life If you ever need me, you know you can call and I'll be there for you....

David- Next year is going to be the best days of our lives.... or the worst if we kill each other.... I'm here for you man and thank you for being there and understanding. Thanks for having me over at your house and taking me out for an awsome night of pool and helping my forget all the shit that had gone down the week before....

Annie- Thanks for understanding and being there when I needed you most.... karaoke was awsome and thanks for letting me stay at your place for the night.... I love you sweetie and I'll be there for you no matter what you go through cause I know that you'll be there for me.... you've always been there and you always understand and that's what makes our friendship so meaningful and great.

Hanna- I've known you for years now.... you know be better then anyone else and I love you .... you'll always been my number one lady and I'm the only man in your live (lol) love ya bunches

Gary- When shit goes down we'll always be there for each other.... we might have our moments but I know deep down that we can talk to each other about anything and we'll be there no matter what hellish shit we have to go there.... your awsome and an awsome bro....

what a night

Thu, 13 May 2004 20:32:40 GMT

Well. I'm back typing.... Last night was CRAZY!!! between the drama, drinking, public nudity, drinking games, girls, and new friends.... it was a wild night..... In my last entire, I talked about I wanted a girl that would come into my life and blow me away.... well I got my wish last night. I met this new girl. she's sweet, nice, caring, fun to be with and awsome. But I had to go through some major shit afterwards... almost got in a fight... but I walked away.. so if you want more details about my night hit up the cell... if you don't have my cell then you probably don't know be well enough.... I'm out.

oh shit

Wed, 12 May 2004 16:43:56 GMT

well.... I'm sitting typing on the libraries computer.... I HAVE NO POWER AT MY APPARTMENT!!!! We had some miscommunication about who was going to pay the deposit and now I'm out of $100 and I have no power happy day for me...... Well... it's happened again.. some of my secrets between friends came out and now that wrong people know about them... YAY!..... but it's nothing to worry about. I got it all covered and it's not that big of a deal..... anyways... I'm having some trust issues with someone and it's really starting to bug me cause she won't talk to me about it... she goes to everyone else before talking to me... I thought I was really starting to like this girl.. but it looks like she's still one of those girls that are a dime a dozen. Why can't I find a girl that come out of nowhere and just blows me away.... There's nothing to compare her too. that would soooo amazing. but that won't ever happen knowing my luck. I gtg....peace